Confessions from a Reverend

Thank you for being a pain in my *ss!

Thank you for teaching me that even though I am holy within I still act human…Thank you for teaching me that being human still means I hold judgments; that being human still means Ego attempts to teach other’s lessons for me vs through me…Although at times it does feel like an enlightened learning lessons that I will teach you value within yourself and that you don’t need me.

Thank you for reminding me that my tough love hurts at times and although you may not see the blessings right now, the unfoldment has already begun to help heal you of other wounds that never closed.  Not everyone can handle L.E. or Military tough or a diamond in the rough as tough love, angers and hurts  put a different force behind your actions to motivate you.  I stated, “I am a horse of a different color” (Wizard of OZ) and my ministry doesn’t need to look like anyone else’s.

The first I ever heard about using anger to motivate me was through Anthony “Tony” Robbins in 1998.  This is my reflection as that is exactly what did it for me in this stage of my life.  I decided I was no longer the door mate, I claimed my Strength, my Power and it pushed me forward full throttle.

Thank you for reestablishing that you don’t always make sense and now I know I am no longer alone in feeling down in myself about not being a perfect human.  Limitations are in us all…It’s how we use our limitations to rise above the madness.

Thank you for teaching me that I can love someone as a friend and not really need them in my life as I discovered your journey would put mine off track.  You made empty promises and I reflected those right back to you.  We would make plans and then you would go a different direction-so I did the same to you.

Thank you for teaching me how to be more honest, to myself, as I discovered it was easier to hide from what I felt and you in turn felt confused, abandoned and betrayed at some level.  I attempted to establish limits and boundaries and consequently, you internalized those differently.

In reality, I wasn’t honest with myself, my intentions and I didn’t establish better confirmation that I was seeking clients and not friendships.  My advice as a friend or being a minister is typically always the same with a few variations.  You stated your concerns, asked for help, but desired free advise not really friendship in my eyes.

We started out having the same conflict and the resolution never transpired.  There were greater forces of other people’s judgments on you that I didn’t see in the beginning.  I was angered by those judgments from others that were quite, subtle and lead me into another chain of events of judgment from others about my business.  Here I thought I was standing up for you, allowing you to be who you were in that moment in time I had no judgments, only love for you as a person.  It did me no good, to stand up for something that you didn’t care about in yourself.   As time lead on, so did the tales of empty association.

Thank you for affirming your dislike of how I communicate through my writing and wished I would have “just called you”.  For I know, within myself I am a writer, who has kept this skill at bay.  I no longer can afford to sway from who I am inside or how I communicate from the depths of my soul.  This is who I am, when conflict arises or when I feel trapped-writing what I feel is my only salvation into my higher self.

Thank you for showing me what determination of self-love looks like.  You have shown me how to rise above any negative judgments, with goodwill as a merry ol’ soul.  Although your acronym made no sense as Flow, Light, Love…fly-I see the gift that I thought was for you is really a gift for me as: First Love Yourself.

Safe Sex in Marriage

Safe Sex in Marriage

Intimacy is natural within the covenant of a faithful marriage.  Establish a healthy relationship with your partner and know what they will go for and what may feel uncomfortable to them or what may give them a sense of not feeling safe.

There are times within a marriage that intimacy  becomes stagnate or boring…prepare for that moment ahead of time so you both stay on the tract of having a faithful marriage.

Erotic fun can exists within the sacred bonds of love under the sheets.  Talk dirty to each other, roll play, costumes, dominatrix, S & M (Sadomasochism), toys, becoming an exhibitionist in a safe manner…and the fun can begin.  Find ways where this is appropriate behavior & where you can explore these in your relationship with one another and obey State Laws.

If you have chosen celibacy before marriage to heighten your sexual arousal, it would be a good plan to know how you will listen to your partner when they may feel uncomfortable speaking words of discomfort to you.  Learn how to read body langue, facial expressions, fear so you can have the loving intimate relationship you both desire to have.  Love started with just you two and these sacred bonds of love should be on the pedestal of high importance.

One partner at some point of the marriage may want to explore sex with other partners.  What will you do, when you come to this cross-road?  One partner may have had more sexual experience than the other-it is highly recommended that all this additional play be done prior to the commitment of a loving healthy marriage.  This brings up destructive emotions and behavior into a covenant of a faithful marriage.  

If you choose this open marriage practice it only benefits that party who wants it in the first place.  From studies I have researched. Or, your relationship was founded on a swinging scale and in this case, you can advise me how I can help you with your marriage ceremony.

I declare we all have a place in this world and we can bring a healthy relationship into the mix for all who have either a Traditional Ceremony of any faith as in Christianity, Spiritual to and Erotic fun exploratory experience like in “White Lace” Wedding Ceremony, where nearly anything goes.

I would like to be able to assist in educating a healthy relationship with in marriage and also facilitate in raising rape awareness.

No one talks about safe sex in marriage…Rape can happen in marriage.  One in seven women are raped within a marriage at some point.  More information will be available soon.  In the mean time practice safe sex, wrap it up; become clear with your spouse or soon to be spouse.  Talk about these issues and how you will respect each other through the process.  Determine what you will do prior to this situation, if you or your partner doesn’t agree.  These expectations should not be taken lightly as it only takes one act to destroy trust and love.  If you have chosen to get married you have decided that the covenant of two people should only share one another and not additional people.  Other wise in the USA they/we do not recognize more than one wife/husband Polygamy to have any legal benefits.

 

Online Credits:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rape_in_the_United_States

The Willows Spirits

A prayer for Heart Trouble

A prayer for your beloved’s one’s heart.

In this moment I Recognize that the One Source Lives in all things great and small.  It is fearless, always bound by doing exactly as it is told with conviction.  It is always creating and manifesting what it creates.  I am uplifted in the knowingness that this infinite Source is of renewal as IT is always expanding with Abundance and a perfection of Health.

Please accept these words as if they were your own…  I am now in perfect alignment with my Source.  I am completely Unified with the blessings from within that are able to be expressed in my out worldly experiences each day.  I am at peace with this indwelling gratitude of my Divine Creator that lives and speaks through me in every moment in my life.

I now accept this internal Realization that I am in this moment LOVE, Peace, Joy, Abundance through the co-creation of the Universe expressed through me & It multiplies all my strengths.  It produces Good words & thoughts through my everyday actions.  I express my feelings with love and understanding for my wife, my children and with my husband as a family unit that is unbreakable with all of life’s tides, I will not be cast a side as I know the Love I give I receive.  I also, know the abundance of my eternal being is good, I do good for myself and for others.  I open my heart to the possibilities of unfoldment of my perfect path that of which I am being called to do.  This comes with ease, understanding and an unwavering fact of good prosperity for me and my family.  I am have unshakable faith in knowing my good will prevail in all things I do.  The light of love shines through every inch, crack, and corner in my mind and heart that in turn allows me to grow and be the person I am meant to be to walk this living plain.

I am so humble and grateful for the Thanksgivings in my life.  I know only good will come to pass as I bring forth my goodwill and internal self- love to shine through all doubt or fear that I have.  I know I have a purpose to fulfill in this live and I now embrace this goodness from within my heart to express through my everyday experiences as a light of love.  I am so, very thankful of my creator for giving me an opportunity each day to reclaim my good and express love.

I now Release this prayer & words into the Universal Law, as I know it knows the deepest prayers that I hold within deeper than anyone in my family and possible of any of my own self-knowingness.  I know the Law of Attraction does exactly what it is told to do without any preconceived ideas.  I also know the Law is the servant and as it carries my prayer out like a messenger of angels I know that it is always done in right action.  No, harm will be done to any individual only love, peace, reassurance and the perfection of Divine’s truth will shine through.  It is So ~ Amen.    By: ~Rev. Katie Yavuz

 

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Today I am Stronger

Today, I am feeling stronger inside than I have felt in a long time. I am speaking from my heart and not allowing self doubt or others to hurt me any longer. This week I will prayer for the same qualities of strength & self perseverance to shine your light. With Love & gratitude…~Rev. Conscious Thought with Katie

Empower your Soul!

I am humble today knowing I have moved out of my comfort zone.  I have decided this year 2014 is MY YEAR, to do something about my life.  I must be bold, I must be brave.  My determination shall prevail.

Today, I visited a local Toastmasters group. It was much like getting up in front of a congregation.  Looking into each souls eyes I felt different today than any other time speaking.  Today, I was in control of me!

What a breath taking experience to really commit to changing how I want me life! Really exciting, to know from the depth of my soul what it longs & then to step out in that faith and prove to yourself, “Yes, you can do it.”  Just as the “little engine that could”, I too can do something with my life.

As you begin to get older..you never feel older inside.  Their is a sense of I still have a chance to do something great before I get old. lol I’m in my mid-30’s raising a teenager and seeing his struggles I can relate to how I felt then almost as if it was only a year or two ago.

Of course times have changed, fashion, music and langue to peers have had there own evolution(s).

Yet a closeness and connection between my children, with determination…what can I still prove to them that I have buried deep within?  What has all the control of criticism taught me?  How can I bring positive right action into every new situation?

It all comes from within…Within that stillness, that Divine guidance asking for you to listen what it wants you to do.  Most likely the hardest part in life is to stop fighting your own struggles.  Stop fight yourself.  Stop allowing the harshness of other people’s words determine how great you really are.

How great are you?  What will it take for you to realize that you are great?! You Are Great! Yes, today & everyday you choose for yourself, make decisions that are either for your Divine good or for someone else’s Divine good.  It is a dance.  There can be compromise.  There is also a time for you to bow out of a situation that is killing your soul.

The choice is yours.  Desire for life to end-everyone has those thoughts.  Just not everyone will ever admit that they have.  It’s these soul killing situations, that you must dig deep.  Find a passion larger than you.  Discover how you can help others and take the next step.

I am living proof that this works.  If you need a mentor, a friend~Please reach out to me or someone who is traveling the road you desire to go down.  Pledge a promise today, to take a baby step and keep moving forward.  Love to live and fulfill your passion!

Breath of an Angel

Dear Divine Creator, I recognize the ultimate power is within the Divine light and within this Divine light there is renewal.  As the sunlight glistens upon the willow it also dances in perfect Union within the Divine heart of Mrs. ______.  I know this Divine guiding light is here to comfort her and bring her hope and faith into the Realization of her indwelling goodness that shines forth.  I know for Mrs. ____ she is well with positive thoughts as she embraces this goodness from within. Her own Divine inner qualities are filled with gratitude and support, from her doctors and those who love her most!  I know also for the body of the Christ like mind lives through all of Divine’s beings with a guided inner purpose even when we do not see the ultimate plan.  I give love and continual support with an unlimited supply of Divine goodness.  Each whisper is made out of love as the breath of Angels wings create a gentle glide over the surface of our skin.  Like a breeze is the whisper of well being and eternal love. I now release this prayer into the Divine Universe, knowing all has been done before these words were written.  & It is So ~ Amen, Above, through and beyond. ~Hugs from Rev. Katie a cancer survivor please contact me for additional support.  http://ministers.themonastery.org/profile/RevKatieYavuz

Spirit’s Shadow a Meditative Prayer

My Mystic Angel

My Mystic Angel

Hark, my heart with the Angel who loves me

She mystifies my heart

Her fresh and innovative idea’s rush over me

Igniting my soul with each new dawn

Hark, my heart

Her smile is as fresh as oranges

Her soft embraces are blush pink at dusk

She settles into my heart longer than, just a night

Filled with everlasting desire

My mystic Angel

Please celebrate with me

An incalculable moment in time.

                                                                ~Katie Yavuz

Divine Source is Love and expression.

Intention:            Divine Source is Love and expression.

I RECOGNIZE Divine Source is love, comfort and creates all things to live with their own Divine beauty.  Divine Source is the Conscious One Mind that lives through each of Its creations.

I am completely UNIFIED with this power through my own indwelling Conscious One Mind.  I am a perfection of Divine’s love, living through me.  I am a creation of Divine’s goodness.

I REALIZE the twist and turns in my life have been lessons and Now through Conscious Thought I can transform my choices into beauty, grace and unshakable faith.  I am a light of love encompassing my Divine Source and qualities that make me who I am today.  I claim these qualities and allow myself to express joy and gratitude!

I am humble giving THANKS to these wonderful qualities that I possess.  I know the Divine is good.

With enlightened attitude I now RELEASE these words of prayer into the Law.  I know the Universal Law is the doer, the servant and creates exactly what I believe It can do.  I know I don’t need to do anything, but hold faith and expectancy.  It is so & so it is Amen!

~Katie Yavuz RScP